(L) (M)y (F)ree Expression: Do I Dare Approach?

Ok off rip...this isn't meant to rhyme or anything. I timed myself for 5 minutes to see what I could do free verse. Not my normal style #FlexShrug

"There's nothin' wrong with me lovin' you...."

I dont...mind lovin' you
I don't mind you being in my life
I don't even mind what you've done to me

I don't mind being associated with you
You callin' my name
Accepting you
Sometimes I hate that I've even declined you

But why do you HURT?
As a man, I want to control you
But there's a side of me that FEARS you
You make my heart beat 1000 times faster than it should
You bring out the angry child that is still inside of me

You DEPRESS me
Emotionally, you FUCK me...UP
Mentally, I wanna say fuck YOU
Physically I'm deprived of you
Do I DARE approach you??

2 be clear...I'm talking about love
Do I dare approach you??
Dear love, oh how you changed me...
You changed me into something dark
Livin' without a heart

With being said
I stare inside every aspect of YOU and inside MYSELF and ask,
" Do I DARE approach you love? "

Signed & Sealed,
Much Heart, Future Stacks on Deck, and Sunglasses