OFF RIP, SORRY THIS IS KINDA LONG!

THAT STUDIOUS LOOK!!! Probably why I got them A's! Lol
THE POSITIVE: This semester has (for lack of a more educated term) been the shit!! Going to Nashville State was the smartest move I could've done. Sure it was by force because MTSU gave my black ass the boot but HEY!..it all worked out in the end. I ended this semester PASSING with A's and B's! I conquered this semester. I buckled down and studied EVERY night. Did my homework WEEKS and DAYS in advance and I came out on top. I honestly contribute my success to cutting off my weed blowin'. Haven't smoked since June (except for my 21st BDay...HEY IT WAS A CELEBRATION DON'T JUDGE!) and it's a beautiful thing. I see how blind I was with it. Now I'm not saying I won't do it again, but it can never be a daily and by the hour thing. Hell naw.
THE NEGATIVE: I TOLD MYSELF "Don't get attached to anybody at Nashville State!" What I do? Became Mr. Popular. Put me ANYWHERE in the world and I will always end up with friends. Don't know if that's good or bad lol. But I feel bittersweet about the people I'm leaving. I made so many friends, got connected to the teachers, and became "The Rap Star" of the school. Today, I took a long LONG...LONG walk around and around the school just so it's still in my memory when I come back to MTSU. Sure I'll be back Monday for a presentation but damn. It ain't gon be the same. But this change is necessary. I NEED to go back to MTSU, get my degree, move to New York, get signed to a label, get famous, get chubby then move to Miami lol.
THE BIG PICTURE: I got dreams. An education is just my way of getting my foot in the door. Back to the picture: BIG DREAMS. I dont care if everybody black male says he can rap this that and the other. They ain't me. Not to sound cocky, but I'm myself when I rap and people notice that. And I DON'T JUST WANT TO BE LIMITED TO HIP HOP! I want to venture into R&B/Neo-Soul writing...I want to own my own fashion store for the preppy college student...I want to bring businesses into my city...I want to give back to my community and SHOW THEM it don't matter WHERE you came from...YOUR DRIVE IS THE FACTOR THAT DECIDES YOUR SUCCESS. I'm from Jo Johnston Projects and my teachers lost faith in me when I was younger because of my anger. LOOK AT ME NOW. The power of God and prayer is amazing. I've been through it all, through hell..TWICE and still I rise! To sum it all up, I want to inspire, encourage, change lives, and become a symbol of success, talent, and hardwork. Cheaa..that sounds good.
Signed & Sealed,
Much Heart, Future Stacks On Deck, and Sunglasses
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