Just Lettin' Some Things Out

I don't think people get it.
I hate this shit sometimes.
Then again there's nothing to like about it.
I know it's not my fault but still
This shit gets unbearable sometimes.
Sometimes its easy to smile and laugh...cool
And sometimes I smile, laugh, wild out and act down retarded!!! LOL
But then
Other times it gets hard and then me being happy
Is me FAKING it.
I pray on it, but certain things you KNOW can't be changed
It's what you are, it's who you are, and you have to accept it.
Plain and simple
Livin' with Bipolar Disorder
Ain't something that's easy.
Believe me.