#NP Brandy | Sittin' On Top of the World
Throwback tune huh?
Foo...life is interesting. Sometimes I question myself as a person.
On this journey to grow as a man I sometimes wonder if I'm changing for others or if I'm evolving for myself.
I miss bein' the person I was BEFORE college.
Loud, obnoxious, rude as hell, and would snap your fuckin' head off in an instant.
But
at the same time I know I had to change that because that's some high school shit.
I've now become that person that will keep his mouth closed in order to maintain a peaceful environment minus conflict.
In 2011...
FUCK THAT SHIT.
I've already started snappin heads off.
I don't give a fuck.
A nigga been quiet for wayyyyy too long.
People took away that holdin' back aspect of me.
Thank you though, it was a necessity :) #FlexShrug.
I need a restart button on life.
I figure life out to be a game. Extra lives and shit.
When you die in a game you have extra lives to play again,
you learn from your previous mistakes in that level,
and then you're able to conquer that level the next time around.
Problem with my life is that I'm stuck on this one level and keep battling this same boss...
I KEEP LOSING.
This boss is my mind.
They say YOU are your worst critic, enemy, etc. Too true.
If I'm switching from topic to topic excuse me.
Skyy Vodka makes your thoughts slur into one huge thought.
End Transmission
Throwback tune huh?
Foo...life is interesting. Sometimes I question myself as a person.
On this journey to grow as a man I sometimes wonder if I'm changing for others or if I'm evolving for myself.
I miss bein' the person I was BEFORE college.
Loud, obnoxious, rude as hell, and would snap your fuckin' head off in an instant.
But
at the same time I know I had to change that because that's some high school shit.
I've now become that person that will keep his mouth closed in order to maintain a peaceful environment minus conflict.
In 2011...
FUCK THAT SHIT.
I've already started snappin heads off.
I don't give a fuck.
A nigga been quiet for wayyyyy too long.
People took away that holdin' back aspect of me.
Thank you though, it was a necessity :) #FlexShrug.
I need a restart button on life.
I figure life out to be a game. Extra lives and shit.
When you die in a game you have extra lives to play again,
you learn from your previous mistakes in that level,
and then you're able to conquer that level the next time around.
Problem with my life is that I'm stuck on this one level and keep battling this same boss...
I KEEP LOSING.
This boss is my mind.
They say YOU are your worst critic, enemy, etc. Too true.
If I'm switching from topic to topic excuse me.
Skyy Vodka makes your thoughts slur into one huge thought.
"Naw I havent been drinking this morning/
But last night that bottle was a puzzle/
The more I sipped/
the more I thought I could solve that muhfucka"
End Transmission
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