Aggravations

Mannnnnnnn. Im aggravated as hell.

Let me start off by saying I paid for an attorney a couple months back to handle a situation that happened in 2007. I got fired from my first job for theft. Now keep in mind this was when I was 14. 14!! I'm not even the same person anymore. So I got an attorney to see if she could get this off my record because I thought it was on my criminal background check. NO. This is on my WORK background check so I called the company that handles background checks and they told me that the charge won't be off of my record until it's been SEVEN years since the incident. That's in 2014....

So I'm pissed. I can't get a job UNTIL 2014. SOME BULLSHIT. I paid my attorney $700 FOR NOTHING. I'm going to have to ask her for that back cause I'll be damned if you ballin' off my shit and you couldn't do anything for me. This is so not a good look. I'm supposed to be getting my car next month. And I got a cell phone bill that I'M paying. I've been financially on my own for this past year. It was good that kept money circulating in my life. But I feel like things keep backtracking no matter how much I want to progress and move on with my life. It's looking like this music thing is going to have to be my job and main source of income. I'm just going to have to grind harder than I ever have. #FlexShrug. I need to pray, huh?

Much Heart, Future Stacks on Deck, & Sunglasses