Bittersweet Days

THE BITTER:

What to say what to say? These past TWO days have been bittersweet for me. On one hand, my group member had to turn himself in yesterday. He's got to serve two years which is not long but damn. SO MUCH can change in two years. Man oh man. This has been an ongoing issue for a couple of months now. I had gotten so used to him being out that when it happened...It hit me HARD. Fucked me up a little bit. Sure..I know he was wrong, but that's MY little brother. And they waited FOUR days before Christmas to lock him up which FURTHER ADDS to my dislike of the Christmas season. Some stupid shit ALWAYS happens around this time of year. Seems like it won't end. The holiday season is cursed for me. (sigghhhh)

THE SWEET:

On the other hand...I FINALLY got my grades back!!!! ALL OF THEM! I got a 3.3 gpa!! :D! 2 A's, 1 B, and 1 C. I tried my hardest this semester and it shows. I haven't seen an A since I was in high school. Bad huh? Smh. ALSO, my Uncle is going to let me get one of his cars. NOT FREE of course. He's charging me but the price is so low I dont give a damn lol. Things are looking up for me. AND I got my producers making new tracks for me. I've been waiting til DayDreamsz dropped but I might have to just go ahead and start recording new material. I can't let NOBODY stall my success. 2011 is looking like it's gonna be filled with success. I'm just ready to excel, succeed, and grow more as a man. LMF Life, baby...what better life to live?

Much Heart, Future Stacks on Deck, and Sunglasses